reflecting

tanner isn't a fan of the camera. i don't know why, he's got the cutest face. so when i get pictures like these, i have to post them. we went to visit ivory on memorial day and the sun was just setting. we finished arranging the flowers around her tiny plaque and just stood there in silence. tanner leaned in a gave me a kiss then wrapped me in his arms. he then told me "i'm a good women." i cried quietly to myself and just soaked in the moment. i miss ivory a lot. it stinks not being pregnant yet but i am enjoying my time with tanner. i've learned to make the best of my situation instead of wishing it were different. tanner makes all of this easier. it has brought us closer together and bonded us stronger than i could imagine. i am very lucky to have him in my life.